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Just got back from my walk. I am doing MUCH better with that than I am with my eating. I just get going well on my eatting and then something happens. REally I shouldn't be making excuses, I can always say no. But that is hard to do and once I start being bad it is all downhill for the next day or two. Usually I do better on monday when I'm alone again. This week I haven't decided what I am going to do. I have that physical on wednesday and I really don't want to have ketones in my urine during that. So maybe I'll be good tomorrow and then have something starchy tuesday night and wedesday morning. That should take care of the problem.
I slept awful last night. I don't know whether it was because I walked so late or if I am a bit on edge about the new job. I"m sure I'll feel better in a couple weeks when I get into the swing of things. But until then I can feel myself shutting down, hiding from the world and people. Allan doesn't always understand that and thinks I am just pulling away from him. Hey I'm pulling away from EVERYONE....LOL